Guess a number between 1 and 100

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Ergh i cant be bothered to type about my love life in too much detail but ill give it a shot

Love life has generally been on hold for me for a while, its something that i dont really want getting in the way whilst im in education, its just a burden, i've had my fair share of experiences and all that when i was younger but thats about it.

There is this one girl i have loved no matter what happens, we have been friends for ages and we are like clockwork together, but alas courage is a * lol, plus last time i asked her was 2-3 years ago :/

This is why i wish this forum had a chatroom. i type in really short sentances and spread it into a massive detailed explanation

[BeardedHoplite]

Originally Posted by gnrGrievous

Well let's get to the heartfeeling time then ...

For me it always turned into (further proof that Grievous is the person Lynch is based off) ...

For some reason they start ignoring me after a certain time , leaving me questioning myself just which part have i actually ed up , i mean they could have had the common *** decency of actually telling me that they hated me , none of them did , they just act like "oh i can't wait to see you tomorrow" , then the day after is like " off" ...
i'm not even exagerating on this one ...

Most of them would then hate me , making me believe it was all part of a conspiracy set up by my 'close friends' (stop hallucinating Grievous) , others have ... move on in their lives by becoming things that they weren't suppose to become , i felt sorry for not being able to do anything to improve their lives , but they don't seem to give much of a damn either , so i left them in their void ...

One girl did loved me , or at least she believed she did , but since i didn't loved her i decided to leave her alone ... she was obviously not pleased , but i'm such a idiot that even in my worst conditions i refused to take profit of people's feelings ... even though sometimes i doubt they have any 'feeling' to speak of ...

Again , perhaps some of them were just too young in their lives and didn't fully grasp the feelings i had for them , so i can't exactly blame them , but it did leave me a pathetic man for a long time ... a huge waste of time if we look back now ... not to mention that i had convinced myself that i was a monster , for why else would they always leave me grieving ? my nature must have attracted their attention at first , only to have to disgusted by it later ... i don't know ...

So asside this sneak peek into my madness i also have this huge dependence to the 'female' personna , as i have somehow convinced myself that it is through them that i can have a peace and serenity i so desire ... most people i talk this to tells me that it is going to kill me for putting all my strength on a fragile feeling for a woman , and i don't doubt it ... but i don't know ...

A girl/woman i had never seen before did came and talked to me a few days ago when i was in a park , she was curious about my long hair , at first i apparently seemed 'unfriendly' to her and so she left ... i catched up with her a few minutes later and acted a bit more 'lively' instead of being unfriendly (as she said i was , even though later she said it was alright) ... bought her a drink , talked a bit , walked , in our short conversation we found out that we had quite a few similarities in tastes and ... dreams ... and then she had to go , she was leaving the country ... and we both knew we're never going to see each other again ...

I guess , judging from this recent experience , that the problem i had over the years lies in fact with the 'women' i got involved to ... so all is well i guess , because my vision of a serene and peaceful life isn't wrong ... it's just that it's not quite achievable in this world ...

So no , all is not well , it's a *** dead men's life made of endless dog days , there's no hope for people who are stubborn with their principles and ideals ...

Edit : and this post just Had to be posted on forty seven ... what a goddamn coincidence my life is made of ...

Damn dude, go write a book.

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Or get a life.

But number 1 is easier for you grievous :P

[gnrGrievous]

Originally Posted by UhUh

Rage.

You wasted the perfect chance! She just wanted some fun with you, can't you take her home for a night? maybe when her family were away? in a car? behind some bushes? dig a hole in the ground if necessary!

Take note for the next time if you'll be as lucky

She had to leave , her family came , took her away ... took her away from me , from my sights ... i was already angry enough for that , but i just think about that unique moment we had ... deep down i think that moment was a lot greater than my past 'joyful' experiences combined ...

Damnit i'm already starting to forget about her face ... goddamn my condition ...

But now i know i need to have a shovel with me constantly , hey Kent ? can i borrow you shovel please ? the collector's item you picked up at the construction site ? ...

Originally Posted by MxOAgentJohnson

There is this one girl i have loved no matter what happens, we have been friends for ages and we are like clockwork together, but alas courage is a * lol, plus last time i asked her was 2-3 years ago :/

This is why i wish this forum had a chatroom. i type in really short sentances and spread it into a massive detailed explanation

. . . is it me or you just ed up big time with this girl ? ... not enough courage ? what kind of a excuse is that ? Shame on you ! ...

Agreed about the need of chatroom , hell , we need a Real Room , this forum should be a hotel , and we all live in it ...

I get the suite of course ...

Originally Posted by BeardedHoplite

Damn dude, go write a book.

I do not plan to earn money by writing my life on some ugly paper ...

I do plan to make dramatic films out of my life though ...

Originally Posted by MxOAgentJohnson

Or get a life.

But number 1 is easier for you grievous :P

Yeah ... it's hopeless for me to get a life , isn't it ? ...
i'm going to my corner now ...

[UhUh]

Originally Posted by MxOAgentJohnson

There is this one girl i have loved no matter what happens, we have been friends for ages and we are like clockwork together, but alas courage is a * lol, plus last time i asked her was 2-3 years ago :/

Does not compute.

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Im still friends with her grievous, we spend nearly every living hour with each other haha. She said no and i respect that, not gonna bring it up again

[gnrGrievous]

Common everybody ! contribute your drama in this holy ground ! ...
Starting with you Kent , tell us what the goverment has made you do during those blackops of yours ...

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Oh yea. Everyone guess numbers again!

[gnrGrievous]

Five ...

[MxOAgentJohnson]

i am not joking when i say what the is up today

Three times in a row people have guessed it first time... im scared :<

Go ahead, ask away.

[gnrGrievous]

Do you still care about what you get for your christmas/birthday presents ? ...

I just realized that for a few years now i don't anymore , it's so sad ...

Edit : i also guessed the number on my first try twice in a row , trophy please ...

[MxOAgentJohnson]

To be honest, as i've grown up all i recieve is money, last year i got 300 smackeroonies and i went out and got a new graphics card for my pc -100 smackeroonies and the rest is tucked safely away in the bank

But on the subject of birthdays in a whole, no, birthdays are not as fun as htey were as a kid and i'd rather just spend the day in peace and quiet or chill with 1-2 mates and relax.

But in the case of presents as physical objects, i dont get excited cause i know what im getting, there generally in the shape of a video game lol.

Anyway, im thinking of another number, can you guess it?

-hugs grievous and gives him a super awesome present -insert what grievous has always wanted here--

[Bevacur]

I never bother with birthdays as i know i will get money, nothing much i want really.

I pick numero 64.

[gnrGrievous]

*Grievous wants a girl* *Grievous gets a girl* *Grievous broke the girl in two* ...

Wait that doesn't sound right ...

Anywya , we all want or end up getting money , but then we look around and we see nothing worth buying , hell , if they were selling true love i'll buy it , i'm done waiting , too old for this ...
That or everything is just too *** expensive , what do you mean it's going to cost me five grand for a 3D TV ?!! ...

I mean seriously , why do people rob banks ? it's certainly not about the money , it's about the thrill ! ...
Money is evil ! it gives nothing but greed , and a high spot on the leaderboard , burn it ! ...

Oh and , seventy six ...

[SlashPrower]

42.

[Bevacur]

I wish i had super-powers like the guy from Prototype or inFamous. The amount of things i would do would keep me happy. I will admit it, i would end up becoming a villian. Robbing, murdering or pretty much generally causing trouble. There is a high chance i will go on a rampage, i mean who wouldn't?

Getting similiar powers from Prototype would be the best day ever.

[SlashPrower]

Originally Posted by Bevacur

I wish i had super-powers like the guy from Prototype or inFamous. The amount of things i would do would keep me happy. I will admit it, i would end up becoming a villian. Robbing, murdering or pretty much generally causing trouble. There is a high chance i will go on a rampage, i mean who wouldn't?

Getting similiar powers from Prototype would be the best day ever.

I would go mad with power and take out everything and everyone around me.

I would also be having the most fun of my life.

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Slash guessed the correct number

Ask away

[SlashPrower]

What are some of your favorite books? If you don't read, then go die in a fire for inadvertently making a Douglas Adams reference.

[Bevacur]

Originally Posted by SlashPrower

I would go mad with power and take out everything and everyone around me.

I would also be having the most fun of my life.

That's how i feel.

[MxOAgentJohnson]

I read a variety of different books, i like reading autobiographys but not from the bigshot actors like brad pitt and that, more like less Bob Hoskins, John Leguizamo, Dennis Hopper and Keanu reeves.

I dont read as often as i used to, i used to get through a book a week but i generally like a lot of World War 1-2 books, for example the world war 1 veteran that recently died, i read his autobiography and i loved it. -edit- his name was Henry Allingham

Do you want me to stop using the numbers to get a question started or would you prefer i continue as to not cause a mass spam of numbers

Also until you decide, guess a number.

[SlashPrower]

I'd be cool with Freddy Krueger's powers if we can skip the whole "burned alive" bit. Messing with dreams and driving people insane sounds like fu-

...

i mean of course i'd never do that >___>

[MxOAgentJohnson]

Actually screw the number guessing.

Go ahead and keep asking me personal or just normal questions, im bored and i need something to answer.

[SlashPrower]

Go read The Undead Situation if you're bored. It's in the thread you just bumped down.

[gnrGrievous]

Originally Posted by SlashPrower

I would go mad with power and take out everything and everyone around me.

I would also be having the most fun of my life.

Originally Posted by Bevacur

That's how i feel.

You two disgust me ... damn ! ...

Originally Posted by MxOAgentJohnson

Actually screw the number guessing.

Go ahead and keep asking me personal or just normal questions, im bored and i need something to answer.

Does Slash and Bevacur's comment disgust you too ? ...